e bleeding。” And Phineas busied himself with making some off…hand surgical arrangements with his own pocket…handkerchief; and such as could be mustered in the company。
“You pushed me down there;” said Tom; faintly。
“Well if I hadn’t thee would have pushed us down; thee sees;” said Phineas; as he stooped to apply his bandage。 “There; there;—let me fix this bandage。 We mean well to thee; we bear no malice。 Thee shall be taken to a house where they’ll nurse thee first rate; well as thy own mother could。”
Tom groaned; and shut his eyes。 In men of his class; vigor and resolution are entirely a physical matter; and ooze out with the flowing of the blood; and the gigantic fellow really looked piteous in his helplessness。
The other party now came up。 The seats were taken out of the wagon。 The buffalo…skins; doubled in fours; were spread all along one side; and four men; with great difficulty; lifted the heavy form of Tom into it。 Before he was gotten in; he fainted entirely。 The old negress; in the abundance of her compassion; sat down on the bottom; and took his head in her lap。 Eliza; George and Jim; bestowed themselves; as well as they could; in the remaining space and the whole party set forward。
“What do you think of him?” said George; who sat by Phineas in front。
“Well it’s only a pretty deep flesh…wound; but; then; tumbling and scratching down that place didn’t help him much。 It has bled pretty freely;—pretty much dreaned him out; courage and all;—but he’ll get over it; and may be learn a thing or two by it。”
“I’m glad to hear you say so;” said George。 “It would always be a heavy thought to me; if I’d caused his death; even in a just cause。”
“Yes;” said Phineas; “killing is an ugly operation; any way they’ll fix it;—man or beast。 I’ve seen a buck that was shot down and a dying; look that way on a feller with his eye; that it reely most made a feller feel wicked for killing on him; and human creatures is a more serious consideration yet; bein’; as thy wife says; that the judgment comes to ’em after death。 So I don’t know as our people’s notions on these matters is too strict; and; considerin’ how I was raised; I fell in with them pretty considerably。”
“What shall you do with this poor fellow?” said George。
“O; carry him along to Amariah’s。 There’s old Grandmam Stephens there;—Dorcas; they call her;—she’s most an amazin’ nurse。 She takes to nursing real natural; and an’t never better suited than when she gets a sick body to tend。 We may reckon on turning him over to her for a fortnight or so。”
A ride of about an hour more brought the party to a neat farmhouse; where the weary travellers were received to an abundant breakfast。 Tom Loker was soon carefully deposited in a much cleaner and softer bed than he had; ever been in the habit of ocomupying。 His wound was carefully dressed and bandaged; and he lay languidly opening and shutting his eyes on the white window…curtains and gently…gliding figures of his sick room; like a weary child。 And here; for the present; we shall take our leave of one party。
1 Ps。 73; “The End of the Wicked contrasted with that of the Righteous。”
Chapter 18
Miss Ophelia’s Experiences and Opinions
Our friend Tom; in his own simple musings; often compared his more fortunate lot; in the bondage into which he was cast; with that of Joseph in Egypt; and; in fact; as time went on; and he developed more and more under the eye of his master; the strength of the parallel increased。
St。 Clare was indolent and careless of money。 Hitherto the providing and marketing had been principally done by Adolph; who was; to the full; as careless and extravagant as his master; and; between them both; they had carried on the dispersing process with great alacrity。 Acomustomed; for many years; to regard his master’s property as his own care; Tom saw; with an uneasiness he could scarcely repress; the wasteful expenditure of the establishment; and; in the quiet; indirect way which his class often acquire; would sometimes make his own suggestions。
St。 Clare at first employed him ocomasionally; but; struck with his soundness of mind and good business capacity; he confided in him more and more; till gradually all the marketing and providing for the family were intrusted to him。
“No; no; Adolph;” he said; one day; as Adolph was deprecating the passing of power out of his hands; “let Tom alone。 You only understand what you want; Tom understands cost and come to; and there may be some end to money; bye and bye if we don’t let somebody do that。”
Trusted to an unlimited extent by a careless master; who handed him a bill without looking at it; and pocketed the change without counting it; Tom had every facility and temptation to dishonesty; and nothing but an impregnable simplicity of nature; strengthened by Christian faith; could have kept him from it。 But; to that nature; the very unbounded trust reposed in him was bond and seal for the most scrupulous acomuracy。
With Adolph the case had been different。 Thoughtless and self…indulgent; and unrestrained by a master who found it easier to indulge than to regulate; he had fallen into an absolute confusion as to meum tuum with regard to himself and his master; which sometimes troubled even St。 Clare。 His own good sense taught him that such a training of his servants was unjust and dangerous。 A sort of chronic remorse went with him everywhere; although not strong enough to make any decided change in his course; and this very remorse reacted again into indulgence。 He passed lightly over the most serious faults; because he told himself that; if he had done his part; his dependents had not fallen into them。
Tom regarded his gay; airy; handsome young master with an odd mixture of fealty; reverence; and fatherly solicitude。 That he never read the Bible; never went to church; that he jested and made free with any and every thing that came in the way of his wit; that he spent his Sunday evenings at the opera or theatre; that he went to wine parties; and clubs; and suppers; oftener than was at all expedient;—were all things that Tom could see as plainly as anybody; and on which he based a conviction that “Mas’r wasn’t a Christian;”—a conviction; however; which he would have been very slow to express to any one else; but on which he founded many prayers; in his own simple fashion; when he was by himself in his little dormitory。 Not that Tom had not his own way of speaking his mind ocomasionally; with something of the tact often observable in his class; as; for example; the very day after the Sabbath we have described; St。 Clare was invited out to a convivial party of choice spirits; and was helped home; between one and two o’clock at night; in a condition when the physical had decidedly attained the upper hand of the intellectual。 Tom and Adolph assisted to get him composed for the night; the latter in high spirits; evidently regarding the matter as a good joke; and laughing heartily at the rusticity of Tom’s horror; who really was simple enough to lie awake most of the rest of the night; praying for his young master。
“Well; Tom; what are you waiting for?” said St。 Clare; the next day; as he sat in his library; in dressing