“Mine has run cold a good many years; Mr。 Wilson; at present; it’s about up to the boiling point;” said George。
“Well; my good sir;” continued George; after a few moments’ silence; “I saw you knew me; I thought I’d just have this talk with you; lest your surprised looks should bring me out。 I leave early tomorrow morning; before daylight; by tomorrow night I hope to sleep safe in Ohio。 I shall travel by daylight; stop at the best hotels; go to the dinner…tables with the lords of the land。 So; good…by; sir; if you hear that I’m taken; you may know that I’m dead!”
George stood up like a rock; and put out his hand with the air of a prince。 The friendly little old man shook it heartily; and after a little shower of caution; he took his umbrella; and fumbled his way out of the room。
George stood thoughtfully looking at the door; as the old man closed it。 A thought seemed to flash across his mind。 He hastily stepped to it; and opening it; said;
“Mr。 Wilson; one word more。”
The old gentleman entered again; and George; as before; locked the door; and then stood for a few moments looking on the floor; irresolutely。 At last; raising his head with a sudden effort—“Mr。 Wilson; you have shown yourself a Christian in your treatment of me;—I want to ask one last deed of Christian kindness of you。”
“Well; George。”
“Well; sir;—what you said was true。 I am running a dreadful risk。 There isn’t; on earth; a living soul to care if I die;” he added; drawing his breath hard; and speaking with a great effort;—“I shall be kicked out and buried like a dog; and nobody’ll think of it a day after;—only my poor wife! Poor soul! she’ll mourn and grieve; and if you’d only contrive; Mr。 Wilson; to send this little pin to her。 She gave it to me for a Christmas present; poor child! Give it to her; and tell her I loved her to the last。 Will you? Will you?” he added; earnestly。
“Yes; certainly—poor fellow!” said the old gentleman; taking the pin; with watery eyes; and a melancholy quiver in his voice。
“Tell her one thing;” said George; “it’s my last wish; if she can get to Canada; to go there。 No matter how kind her mistress is;—no matter how much she loves her home; beg her not to go back;—for slavery always ends in misery。 Tell her to bring up our boy a free man; and then he won’t suffer as I have。 Tell her this; Mr。 Wilson; will you?”
“Yes; George。 I’ll tell her; but I trust you won’t die; take heart;—you’re a brave fellow。 Trust in the Lord; George。 I wish in my heart you were safe through; though;—that’s what I do。”
“Is there a God to trust in?” said George; in such a tone of bitter despair as arrested the old gentleman’s words。 “O; I’ve seen things all my life that have made me feel that there can’t be a God。 You Christians don’t know how these things look to us。 There’s a God for you; but is there any for us?”
“O; now; don’t—don’t; my boy!” said the old man; almost sobbing as he spoke; “don’t feel so! There is—there is; clouds and darkness are around about him; but righteousness and judgment are the habitation of his throne。 There’s a God; George;—believe it; trust in Him; and I’m sure He’ll help you。 Everything will be set right;—if not in this life; in another。”
The real piety and benevolence of the simple old man invested him with a temporary dignity and authority; as he spoke。 George stopped his distracted walk up and down the room; stood thoughtfully a moment; and then said; quietly;
“Thank you for saying that; my good friend; I’ll think of that。”
1 Gen。 16。 The angel bade the pregnant Hagar return to her mistress Sarai; even though Sarai had dealt harshly with her。
2 Phil。 1:10。 Onesimus went back to his master to become no longer a servant but a “brother beloved。”
Chapter 12
Select Incident of Lawful Trade
“In Ramah there was a voice heard;—weeping; and lamentation; and great mourning; Rachel weeping for her children; and would not be comforted。”1
Mr。 Haley and Tom jogged onward in their wagon; each; for a time; absorbed in his own reflections。 Now; the reflections of two men sitting side by side are a curious thing;—seated on the same seat; having the same eyes; ears; hands and organs of all sorts; and having pass before their eyes the same objects;—it is wonderful what a variety we shall find in these same reflections!
As; for example; Mr。 Haley: he thought first of Tom’s length; and breadth; and height; and what he would sell for; if he was kept fat and in good case till he got him into market。 He thought of how he should make out his gang; he thought of the respective market value of certain supposititious men and women and children who were to compose it; and other kindred topics of the business; then he thought of himself; and how humane he was; that whereas other men chained their “niggers” hand and foot both; he only put fetters on the feet; and left Tom the use of his hands; as long as he behaved well; and he sighed to think how ungrateful human nature was; so that there was even room to doubt whether Tom appreciated his mercies。 He had been taken in so by “niggers” whom he had favored; but still he was astonished to consider how good…natured he yet remained!
As to Tom; he was thinking over some words of an unfashionable old book; which kept running through his head; again and again; as follows: “We have here no continuing city; but we seek one to come; wherefore God himself is not ashamed to be called our God; for he hath prepared for us a city。” These words of an ancient volume; got up principally by “ignorant and unlearned men;” have; through all time; kept up; somehow; a strange sort of power over the minds of poor; simple fellows; like Tom。 They stir up the soul from its depths; and rouse; as with trumpet call; courage; energy; and enthusiasm; where before was only the blackness of despair。
Mr。 Haley pulled out of his pocket sundry newspapers; and began looking over their advertisements; with absorbed interest。 He was not a remarkably fluent reader; and was in the habit of reading in a sort of recitative half…aloud; by way of calling in his ears to verify the deductions of his eyes。 In this tone he slowly recited the following paragraph:
“Executor’s Sale;—Negroes!—Agreeably to order of court; will be sold; on Tuesday; February 20; before the Court…house door; in the town of Washington; Kentucky; the following negroes: Hagar; aged 60; John; aged 30; Ben; aged 21; Saul; aged 25; Albert; aged 14。 Sold for the benefit of the creditors and heirs of the estate of Jesse Blutchford;
Samuel Morris; Thomas Flint; Executors。”
“This yer I must look at;” said he to Tom; for want of somebody else to talk to。
“Ye see; I’m going to get up a prime gang to take down with ye; Tom; it’ll make it sociable and pleasant like;—good company will; ye know。 We must drive right to Washington first and foremost; and then I’ll clap you into jail; while I does the business。”
Tom received this agreeable intelligence quite meekly; simply wondering; in his own heart; how many of these doomed men had wives and children; and whether they would feel as he did about leaving them。 It is to be confessed; too; that the naive; off…hand information tha