《英语天堂》

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英语天堂- 第115部分


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ss and brutality and taken his degree to be admitted to practice。 My mother never could endure him; nor I; but he obtained an entire ascendency over my father; and this man was the absolute despot of the estate。
“I was a little fellow then; but I had the same love that I have now for all kinds of human things;—a kind of passion for the study of humanity; come in what shape it would。 I was found in the cabins and among the field…hands a great deal; and; of course; was a great favorite; and all sorts of complaints and grievances were breathed in my ear; and I told them to mother; and we; between us; formed a sort of committee for a redress of grievances。 We hindered and repressed a great deal of cruelty; and congratulated ourselves on doing a vast deal of good; till; as often happens; my zeal overacted。 Stubbs complained to my father that he couldn’t manage the hands; and must resign his position。 Father was a fond; indulgent husband; but a man that never flinched from anything that he thought necessary; and so he put down his foot; like a rock; between us and the field…hands。 He told my mother; in language perfectly respectful and deferential; but quite explicit; that over the house…servants she should be entire mistress; but that with the field…hands he could allow no interference。 He revered and respected her above all living beings; but he would have said it all the same to the virgin Mary herself; if she had come in the way of his system。
“I used sometimes to hear my mother reasoning cases with him;—endeavoring to excite his sympathies。 He would listen to the most pathetic appeals with the most discouraging politeness and equanimity。 ‘It all resolves itself into this;’ he would say; ‘must I part with Stubbs; or keep him? Stubbs is the soul of punctuality; honesty; and efficiency;—a thorough business hand; and as humane as the general run。 We can’t have perfection; and if I keep him; I must sustain his administration as a whole; even if there are; now and then; things that are exceptionable。 All government includes some necessary hardness。 General rules will bear hard on particular cases。’ This last maxim my father seemed to consider a settler in most alleged cases of cruelty。 After he had said that; he commonly drew up his feet on the sofa; like a man that has disposed of a business; and betook himself to a nap; or the newspaper; as the case might be。
“The fact is my father showed the exact sort of talent for a statesman。 He could have divided Poland as easily as an orange; or trod on Ireland as quietly and systematically as any man living。 At last my mother gave up; in despair。 It never will be known; till the last acomount; what noble and sensitive natures like hers have felt; cast; utterly helpless; into what seems to them an abyss of injustice and cruelty; and which seems so to nobody about them。 It has been an age of long sorrow of such natures; in such a hell…begotten sort of world as ours。 What remained for her; but to train her children in her own views and sentiments? Well; after all you say about training; children will grow up substantially what they are by nature; and only that。 From the cradle; Alfred was an aristocrat; and as he grew up; instinctively; all his sympathies and all his reasonings were in that line; and all mother’s exhortations went to the winds。 As to me; they sunk deep into me。 She never contradicted; in form; anything my father said; or seemed directly to differ from him; but she impressed; burnt into my very soul; with all the force of her deep; earnest nature; an idea of the dignity and worth of the meanest human soul。 I have looked in her face with solemn awe; when she would point up to the stars in the evening; and say to me; ‘See there; Auguste! the poorest; meanest soul on our place will be living; when all these stars are gone forever;—will live as long as God lives!’
“She had some fine old paintings; one; in particular; of Jesus healing a blind man。 They were very fine; and used to impress me strongly。 ‘See there; Auguste;’ she would say; ‘the blind man was a beggar; poor and loathsome; therefore; he would not heal him afar off! He called him to him; and put his hands on him! Remember this; my boy。’ If I had lived to grow up under her care; she might have stimulated me to I know not what of enthusiasm。 I might have been a saint; reformer; martyr;—but; alas! alas! I went from her when I was only thirteen; and I never saw her again!”
St。 Clare rested his head on his hands; and did not speak for some minutes。 After a while; he looked up; and went on:
“What poor; mean trash this whole business of human virtue is! A mere matter; for the most part; of latitude and longitude; and geographical position; acting with natural temperament。 The greater part is nothing but an acomident! Your father; for example; settles in Vermont; in a town where all are; in fact; free and equal; becomes a regular church member and deacon; and in due time joins an Abolition society; and thinks us all little better than heathens。 Yet he is; for all the world; in constitution and habit; a duplicate of my father。 I can see it leaking out in fifty different ways;—just the same strong; overbearing; dominant spirit。 You know very well how impossible it is to persuade some of the folks in your village that Squire Sinclair does not feel above them。 The fact is; though he has fallen on democratic times; and embraced a democratic theory; he is to the heart an aristocrat; as much as my father; who ruled over five or six hundred slaves。”
Miss Ophelia felt rather disposed to cavil at this picture; and was laying down her knitting to begin; but St。 Clare stopped her。
“Now; I know every word you are going to say。 I do not say they were alike; in fact。 One fell into a condition where everything acted against the natural tendency; and the other where everything acted for it; and so one turned out a pretty wilful; stout; overbearing old democrat; and the other a wilful; stout old despot。 If both had owned plantations in Louisiana; they would have been as like as two old bullets cast in the same mould。”
“What an undutiful boy you are!” said Miss Ophelia。
“I don’t mean them any disrespect;” said St。 Clare。 “You know reverence is not my forte。 But; to go back to my history:
“When father died; he left the whole property to us twin boys; to be divided as we should agree。 There does not breathe on God’s earth a nobler…souled; more generous fellow; than Alfred; in all that concerns his equals; and we got on admirably with this property question; without a single unbrotherly word or feeling。 We undertook to work the plantation together; and Alfred; whose outward life and capabilities had double the strength of mine; became an enthusiastic planter; and a wonderfully sucomessful one。
“But two years’ trial satisfied me that I could not be a partner in that matter。 To have a great gang of seven hundred; whom I could not know personally; or feel any individual interest in; bought and driven; housed; fed; worked like so many horned cattle; strained up to military precision;—the question of how little of life’s commonest enjoyments would keep them in working order being a constantly recurring problem
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